Saint
Augustine: Man, Pastor, Mystic
By Agostino Trape
I.
Summary:
This
book was designed and written in a more fashionable way of presenting the life
of Augustine as a man, pastor and mystic. Generally, he is a man by being a searcher for truth as he
joined various groups in order to fill the empty vessel of human happiness.
Agostino Trape in part I of the book presented it well by giving us a picture
of the attitudes, behaviour, approach of Augustine in these groups, such as the
Manichaeanism, Platonism, Pelagianism, Skepticism, and Astrology and even
Catholicism. Augustine is also like no other human being who can be sinful, angry,
doubtful, unsatisfied, happy, sad, broken hearted, courageous, friendly,
intelligent and many more. He was sad when his beloved friend died. He was
friendly when he had friends like Romanianus, Symmachus, Alypius. He was
unsatisfied when the groups he joined could not answer his questions. He was
intelligent for he was a lover of wisdom. He was a sinner when he stole a fruit
while still a child.
Lastly,
Augustine being a mystic. For Trape,
Augustine is a mystic as he quoted another writer who claims that he is indeed
a mystic by possessing the two elements of mystical experience, viz. the most
penetrating intellectual vision into things divine and a love of God that was a
consuming passion.[2]
His personality as a mystic is knowingly represented from his works and one of
it the famous “Confessions”. The Confessions was written as a book of spiritual
“elevations”. The sentiments of prayer are to be found on every page. This is
an astonishing a passion of faith and love for God, which beyond human
philosophical vision. Moreover, he was a mystic because he promotes and lives
ascetical practices such as his great deal with prayer. Through prayer it
cultivated an awareness of his own sentiments and desires, and made it his goal
to love the truth above all else.[3]
These
are just some of the highlights of the wonderful life of Augustine as man,
pastor and mystic. There are still many things to consider but those
abovementioned thoughts and texts from Trape’s work are indeed a fruitful and
enlightening source of inspiration. Those highlighted words are likely my
personal summary of the book.
II.
What
stood out to you?
First and foremost I commend this
book for it indeed gave me a picture of the actual life of Augustine primarily
based much on his writings and the historical-contextual situation of his time.
Maybe this is the uniqueness of this book by presenting his life in a more
natural way. Honestly, I was not able to read the entire book but only a
glimpse of it. However, with a short allotted time of reading this book, I was
deeply touched with his life more on being a pastor. This may be a lame excuse
to not read the book since it was given to us since June but after only reading
a part of it, it arose my eagerness to finish the book slowly by slowly and in
a reflective manner.
Going back to the question, an idea
or thought that stood out most while reading the book was his life as a pastor,
living a priestly life while his heart is in the monastic life. It is when his
heart was torn between monastic and priestly ideas. This is close to my heart
since the ministry that I will be placed soon is much related to of
Augustine’s. Trape made two considerations why Augustine was reluctant to
become a priest. For me, I also take these considerations because he through
these he gave a preview my life as a minister of the Word of God by being a
pastor or call it a priest. First, Augustine
thought that the responsibility of priesthood is beyond his strength. He
regarded priesthood as “the most difficult, laborious, and dangerous office
there is in the present life and above all at the present time.” [4]
Moreover, it is also a gift and blessing from the eyes of God. Upon taking this
first consideration that priesthood is beyond his strength, he then did not
want to disappoint the people by taking a leave after his ordination in
studying the Scriptures. Augustine said, “Once I was ordained I thought I
should spend my leisure learning the divine Scriptures.”[5]
Studies for Augustine are indeed important in order to equip us for our
ministry as priest. It reminds of our Canon Law teacher in RST, whose departing
message after our finals was to study the Canons by heart and not merely by
passing the subject. He assures us that these canons will be useful and
applicable if ever we will be assigned in parishes, schools, and formation
houses.
The second consideration that
Augustine was reluctant to be ordained was the tension and even opposition
between monastic life, which provides quiet for meditation, and the priestly
ministry, which obliges a man to immerse himself in apostolic action.[6]
According to some scholars, Augustine transformed this into three kinds of life
in the Church. The two kinds are already mentioned but the third one is the
mixture of the two. These concepts are found in his book City of God. Augustine only wanted to live with his friends in the
community. However, because he sees priesthood as a gift and a need of the
Church he accepted it. For me, I see the same picture of the reality of the
call of priestly life and living in a community of brothers. It is a question
now of how to balances these two opposites. I’ve seen these two conflicting
worlds, when I was assigned in one of the communities of the province and
hearing the same problems from our brothers, who were also assigned to other
places. We encounter the same issues of community life. This issue has been
considered a lot since Augustine’s time. This may be for now a preview of my
life while I’m still in formation but greater challenge is still passed on to
us as young friars (not yet fully incorporated in the order) as an everyday
question to reflect upon.
III.
Significance
The book
“Augustine: Man, Pastor and Mystic”
is a simple yet an elaborate and implicit source of answers for our questions
about life especially the life of being a religious. Through Augustine’s life
it helps us to know ourselves and God, understand our problems and to clarify
and solve them because his life is not much different from us. This is may be
the significance of the book, which I also agree with Trape in making his book
attain its purpose. Moreover, on a personal note, there are at least two things
I want to remember from this book, first, is the value of studies while still
in formation and second, the value of living a life of balance from active and
contemplative life.
IV.
What
questions does this raise to you?
What
I’ve shared and reflected above was a like preview of my life not only as a
priest but at the same time as a religious brother to my community. It’s a
preview given to us hundreds of years ago since Augustine’s pastoral and
communal life. Questions were raised after a short period of solitude. How then
will I live or balance a life of activity as a priest and a life of prayer as a
religious brother in the community? As an Augustinian, I think our life is a
mixture of these two and the challenge is still the same how to maintain and
balance a life of prayer and pastoral life amidst the call of the Church to
serve her children their spiritual needs. Moreover, unlike Augustine’s time, social
problems were not really that much of an issue or concern. New movements of
social concerns have risen for the past years and in some time it had brought
the Church to stumble and be hurt by its invisible pierce of shame and
humiliation.
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